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June 22, 2017

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Disowned.

You were naked in my bed last night. Managed to get you here, situation fucked up without a single fight. You reached out for me in your sleep and pulled me closer. But today we walked past each other though, like it wasn't a bother. Maybe it wasn't, maybe I never was. Maybe I was used, maybe you think "hey, this is just what she does". Can you see my insides, I mean it's where you were so I figure that maybe you can see the feelings on the outside. I guess those don't matter too. That when it comes to me I'll be labelled as some girl you used to do. I will not yell at you now because it'll look like I'm doing that because you made me moan your name. I'm also not sure how to tell you about the peace you brought, the storms you managed to tame. But I will not cry for you, again. Because I was supposed to let go sooner, known how to yell when. I'm trying to let you go, I swear to God I am But I can't help but think about y...

A Spiritual Practice.

One day I woke up, in an explosion of sunlight after the longest winter known to man I felt this intoxicating sense of gratitude and wanted to capture it In a small way, day by day. So I bought these sticks of incense and I promised myself to burn at least one a day, even on the bad days. Especially on the bad days. I wanted to have at least one spiritual practice a day. Because that’s what happens when you forget God and the wound where your soul used to be needs some soothing. 10 days later I had the deepest longing for love in my home. I needed my love to have a heartbeat. I needed a love who required oxygen, a being that had feelings and took up space just like me. After much searching and coming to terms with how selfish I really, honestly, truly am, nearly gave up. But then I ended up with some plants. And then I had some die. Honestly that really hurt. But they taught me to try again and again, to water even though there had been death, to invest e...

Lover x 2

He was captivating, interesting, with his brown eyes and beautiful brown skin. I was enchanted, obsessed there was just something about him. She was beautiful and oh was she was my favorite sin. Her lips tasted like darkness and ice, her existence salvation and light. I bet you think this is a love story, about two puzzle pieces that fell together. You're kind of right. I think there's something about being attracted to people that can lead to them being attracted to each other. I think it's some kind of law, that's written or maybe it's the curse of being an overachieving lover. Record scratch. Freeze frame. Guess I should start from the beginning. I met her when I was still innocent I guess Unaware that I was bisexual just yet. You know teenage years, experimenting. Drugs and people, places you've never been. Something about her just captivated me But I knew she was bad for me, just like my favorite candy. You may think the comparison is rathe...

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